- Mood:
Lonely - Listening to: iPod playlist
- Reading: this as I type it
- Watching: my life pass me by
- Playing: the recorder
- Eating: skinny OC bitches
- Drinking: COFFEE!!!!!!
It's almost been a week since I moved into my new place and it's just as I expected it to be. There's a slight awkwardness in the air and no one is completely comfortable but I know that'll improve with time. This situation is just as lonely as I thougt it'd be too. With no friends or family around I'm free to do what I want when I want and with who I want without a single question. Sounds great right? Well I find it quite depressing. It makes it seem as though no one cares. Spending hours upon hours by myself also helps me focus on how lonely I am and how much I really do need companionship.
-sigh- I'm sure this'll all pass and that everything will work out and be be better with time.
BTW, I still don't have my own comp with internet so I'm using the room mates'. I hate it so much! It's so frikkin slow that I find myself going to my favorite sites less and less when before I could spend hours do it. Ah well. That'll change too eventually.
Devious Comments
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It matters not how far apart that my heart beats from yours. I dont need anyone but you.
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I'M ONE BADASS FREAKING OVERLORD!!!!
But I don't think I could live with a room mate, it would annoy me to no end if I wasn't free to do what I wanted. You know, if you don't know the person, you always have to be considerate.
I'd have gaia I guess, I could go there to chat or ask ppl for advice if I need it but still.....I'd be alone.
I usually travel alone, but it's different, you can ask the ppl at the front desk if there's any trouble, a maid cleans your room, and when I'm hungry I could just call room service.
But gaaah! where am I gonna go buy my groceries, what kind of soap do I use for this and that, how do I use a coin laundry? and where do I find one? O_O *dies* I'm a person who likes to have a map of everything and know how to use things and what to buy before I go places.
New stuff is scary T_T
But I guess I'll get used to it.
I don't mind being neat and considerate. It comes to me naturally anyway.
It is scary for sure but I know things'll get better.
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Your ideas intrigue me and I'd like to subscribe to your news letter.
You could call if it wouldn't be too wierd for ya.
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Your ideas intrigue me and I'd like to subscribe to your news letter.
Does that seem pathetic?
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Your ideas intrigue me and I'd like to subscribe to your news letter.
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I'M ONE BADASS FREAKING OVERLORD!!!!
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It matters not how far apart that my heart beats from yours. I dont need anyone but you.
I think we both where sick of seing eachothers faces. *lol*
I was thinking about San Diego first, but I thought I might pass out from the heat, so I think I'll go with Min. instead. ( I'll have to pass my exams first tho'
I've already been to Min. once, so I wont be completely lost. I went shopping at Mall of America twice during my stay. It was huuuuuuuuuge O_O
Yeah, it's always scary at first, but after a few months, it all gets better
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